my best friend is convinced that death is imminent.....
and i think i feel a major migraine coming on
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
stalked and screwed
the nicest guy in the world
who's caring, loving ,giving, passionate, inventive, and funny
is my best friend.
but he has to be strong
and put it to an end to this cycle
or she'll keep stringing you along getting all she can
planning a plot to reach her ends
honey your a vicitim and you dont know it
she keeps you in a manipulative haze
lies, games, and anything to stay in with you,
control of her games.
she's obsessed
stalks you
smothers you this isnt healthy and
definetly not sane.
squash kill it
i hate standing by watching die you
millions of times because each time
she left ur head spinning heart hurting
trampling you to the ground
then she walks away without a backward glance
who's caring, loving ,giving, passionate, inventive, and funny
is my best friend.
but he has to be strong
and put it to an end to this cycle
or she'll keep stringing you along getting all she can
planning a plot to reach her ends
honey your a vicitim and you dont know it
she keeps you in a manipulative haze
lies, games, and anything to stay in with you,
control of her games.
she's obsessed
stalks you
smothers you this isnt healthy and
definetly not sane.
squash kill it
i hate standing by watching die you
millions of times because each time
she left ur head spinning heart hurting
trampling you to the ground
then she walks away without a backward glance
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
S & M
You cant find S without finding M.
what is it?
the right arm the other half
2 individuals who are alike but yet so different.
truthfully 2 peas in a pod
2 kernels soaking up butter on that cob
Fighting the same forces in a huge space,
A realm beyond your own control?
You have each others backs even if your not occupying the same space.
Through far to many downs, and too few ups.
Through thick, sick, sad, and mad.
Full circle back to the good times and being glad;
During the the fires of passion, typhoon of family, floods & pitfalls of life cliff hangers and twisters of situations.
It's great friends holding you down,propping you up, bracing your body while ministering to your mind, nuturing your spirit while fixing your wounds and defending you too.
Where would you be without a friend like you?
Who's self sacrificing & and self martyring too
Who gives back 110% for eaach time you've been in wingmen
why all the fussing & fighting, bickering over petty things and hurt feelings
Here are the similarities emotions thoughts and inspirations
Why does "S" need "M" and "M" need "S"?
Simple who will be
the water for my life,
the fire of passions,
& the drive behind my stride.
c'est toi!
what is it?
the right arm the other half
2 individuals who are alike but yet so different.
truthfully 2 peas in a pod
2 kernels soaking up butter on that cob
Fighting the same forces in a huge space,
A realm beyond your own control?
You have each others backs even if your not occupying the same space.
Through far to many downs, and too few ups.
Through thick, sick, sad, and mad.
Full circle back to the good times and being glad;
During the the fires of passion, typhoon of family, floods & pitfalls of life cliff hangers and twisters of situations.
It's great friends holding you down,propping you up, bracing your body while ministering to your mind, nuturing your spirit while fixing your wounds and defending you too.
Where would you be without a friend like you?
Who's self sacrificing & and self martyring too
Who gives back 110% for eaach time you've been in wingmen
why all the fussing & fighting, bickering over petty things and hurt feelings
Here are the similarities emotions thoughts and inspirations
Why does "S" need "M" and "M" need "S"?
Simple who will be
the water for my life,
the fire of passions,
& the drive behind my stride.
c'est toi!
separation anxiety
I'm leaving for awhile, going in a trip and leaving behind my babay.
I will return so why are you giving me such a hard time?
why are you making this excuriating for me?
why would you force me to choose between you and grandfather?
it's so unfair i love u both and i want to see and be with each of you!
you are young he is old
you are here and he is there
I'm ripped appart by the thoughts of leaving and staying behind why do u put me in this position?
I'm tortured
love me baby and please share me
sean be well
I will return so why are you giving me such a hard time?
why are you making this excuriating for me?
why would you force me to choose between you and grandfather?
it's so unfair i love u both and i want to see and be with each of you!
you are young he is old
you are here and he is there
I'm ripped appart by the thoughts of leaving and staying behind why do u put me in this position?
I'm tortured
love me baby and please share me
sean be well
Friday, February 6, 2009
What are you after?
For each person that approaches me,that meets me, and knows me.For every kind word and thoughtful gesture too.The qusetion jumps into my mind.Human nature so intrinsically based to my core being that I must question the bad and the good.Unfortunately, the good arouses more curiousity and skeptisim than the malicious. Suspiscions that covert intentions fuel friendly smiles plague me.I'm bothered to no end by my assessment of humanity. Daily my Pessimism grows as humanity personifies.I watch the world with hooded eyes seeking all that I loathe. Hearing all that's been said but replaying those words in my head to read across,between, and through the lines.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Please Remember How Much I Love You
Please Remember How Much I Love You
You know my love for you is deeper than any canyonand wider than any oceanThat you have been my greatest love,my biggest challenger,and my best friend.As you think about smile and laugh alot.Frown, and cry but just a little bit.Then remember you are my light, my hopes, my dreams,my love, my motivation, and now my legacy. I love you so much now and forever always remember that.
You know my love for you is deeper than any canyonand wider than any oceanThat you have been my greatest love,my biggest challenger,and my best friend.As you think about smile and laugh alot.Frown, and cry but just a little bit.Then remember you are my light, my hopes, my dreams,my love, my motivation, and now my legacy. I love you so much now and forever always remember that.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
The 1st acutally The 4th
So here it goes
I'm blogging at work
I have already written 3 blogs for this site, but I haven't post them yet.
I was told long ago that the pen is mightier than the sword, and writing sheds light on a dark world.
I believe this to be true so here I will share with you some of my hopes, aspirations, and disappointments.
Sometimes they will be in the forms of poetry, songs, or fables it depends on my mood.
Today I found out a very brave and intelligent individual i know lost his battle to cancer. This morning I saw his wife she smiled at me and I didn't recognize her. I feel so guilty I'm a faces person who forgot a face! But, when I heard her voice I instantly realized who she was. I asked her about him, her husband the revolution idealistic hippie, who had fathered four children and inspired people wherever he went. She simply smiled at me, lost for a second in memory then told me "has pasted on this morning." I hurt for her, I knew the love they shared it powered rooms and lit their sun. I saw the loss in her eyes, my heart ached to see it.I had talked to him when she wasn't present several times. He told me how much he loved her and how much she meant to him. So I wondered if she truly knew, I was inspired to write it for her as he said it. But, when I returned she was gone. I hope I see her so I can give her the beatitude of his love for her. From the kindness of strangers we can be comforted.
Pray for her please
I'll post later.....
I'm blogging at work
I have already written 3 blogs for this site, but I haven't post them yet.
I was told long ago that the pen is mightier than the sword, and writing sheds light on a dark world.
I believe this to be true so here I will share with you some of my hopes, aspirations, and disappointments.
Sometimes they will be in the forms of poetry, songs, or fables it depends on my mood.
Today I found out a very brave and intelligent individual i know lost his battle to cancer. This morning I saw his wife she smiled at me and I didn't recognize her. I feel so guilty I'm a faces person who forgot a face! But, when I heard her voice I instantly realized who she was. I asked her about him, her husband the revolution idealistic hippie, who had fathered four children and inspired people wherever he went. She simply smiled at me, lost for a second in memory then told me "has pasted on this morning." I hurt for her, I knew the love they shared it powered rooms and lit their sun. I saw the loss in her eyes, my heart ached to see it.I had talked to him when she wasn't present several times. He told me how much he loved her and how much she meant to him. So I wondered if she truly knew, I was inspired to write it for her as he said it. But, when I returned she was gone. I hope I see her so I can give her the beatitude of his love for her. From the kindness of strangers we can be comforted.
Pray for her please
I'll post later.....
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