stalked and screwed

the nicest guy in the world
who's caring, loving ,giving, passionate, inventive, and funny
is my best friend.
but he has to be strong
and put it to an end to this cycle
or she'll keep stringing you along getting all she can
planning a plot to reach her ends
honey your a vicitim and you dont know it

she keeps you in a manipulative haze
lies, games, and anything to stay in with you,
control of her games.

she's obsessed
stalks you
smothers you this isnt healthy and
definetly not sane.


squash kill it
i hate standing by watching die you
millions of times because each time
she left ur head spinning heart hurting
trampling you to the ground
then she walks away without a backward glance

S & M

You cant find S without finding M.

what is it?
the right arm the other half
2 individuals who are alike but yet so different.
truthfully 2 peas in a pod
2 kernels soaking up butter on that cob

Fighting the same forces in a huge space,
A realm beyond your own control?
You have each others backs even if your not occupying the same space.
Through far to many downs, and too few ups.
Through thick, sick, sad, and mad.
Full circle back to the good times and being glad;
During the the fires of passion, typhoon of family, floods & pitfalls of life cliff hangers and twisters of situations.

It's great friends holding you down,propping you up, bracing your body while ministering to your mind, nuturing your spirit while fixing your wounds and defending you too.
Where would you be without a friend like you?
Who's self sacrificing & and self martyring too
Who gives back 110% for eaach time you've been in wingmen
why all the fussing & fighting, bickering over petty things and hurt feelings
Here are the similarities emotions thoughts and inspirations

Why does "S" need "M" and "M" need "S"?
Simple who will be
the water for my life,
the fire of passions,
& the drive behind my stride.
c'est toi!

separation anxiety

I'm leaving for awhile, going in a trip and leaving behind my babay.
I will return so why are you giving me such a hard time?
why are you making this excuriating for me?
why would you force me to choose between you and grandfather?
it's so unfair i love u both and i want to see and be with each of you!
you are young he is old
you are here and he is there
I'm ripped appart by the thoughts of leaving and staying behind why do u put me in this position?
I'm tortured
love me baby and please share me
sean be well